My Mind
There are so many things that go through my mind on a daily basis it is terribly difficult to keep them all straight. Sometimes when I sit down in the evening and I consider some of the things they did run through my mind; I wonder if I am okay, up there.
I tend to think about other people’s situations entirely too much. But into their situation or interrupted at all. I think about it. And I think about how I would do things differently. If I would do them differently at all. For instance, I may be at a restaurant and see a couple fussing with each other. It certainly will not say anything to them. But I may go home and replay the situation in my mind and determine how I would’ve handled myself in a situation. I don’t know why I do these things.
Another thing that goes through my mind a lot is the difference in conversations. I may have a conversation with someone earlier in the day or even earlier in the week that I completely transcribe into a different conversation with them by myself. I am definitely one of those people that will run a conversation through my mind over and over until I give myself different explanations as to how I could have answered. Again, I don't know why I do these things.
Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I am a born writer. I can literally make a story out of anything. I could see something still on the sidewalk and walked past it only to come up with a full-fledged story later on. If those stories stay in my mind. I have rarely put those stories on paper. That is until I discovered my wonderful blog. This blog has seriously been a heaven-sent for me. I have not only been able to get my emotions and thoughts out but I have also been able to formulate a reasoning process within my mind. I really think that it has helped me stabilize my emotions so I'm not overreacting to minuscule situations.
For now, this is all I have. Just another little glimpse into the workings of my mind. Have a great evening and God bless.
Thank you,
Kristina